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	2004.09.30  03.56 I was watching old videos, family videos up at chas house, and during those moments, ive never felt so warm in my heart. Especially seeing Lolo roming smileing, laughing enjoying the party. Everyone was still a baby or lil kid. Sometimes i just wanna go back to my childhood days, 1995 christmas playing roadrage on sega eatin cheese/regular/caramel popcorn out of that round bucket yAddDrAmean

	2004.09.24  01.22 The best times of the year are coming up. 2004 is going

	2004.09.24  01.12 Im trying to quit smoking ciggarettes. Its hard.

	2004.09.11  01.45 i have a big day ahead of me tomorow. 8:30, i have to take my stupid A A class till 1:30 and 2 i have work till 7..hella gay

	2004.09.01  20.52 so i got hired at longs drugs

	2004.08.31  08.57 so my favorite class is government/econ....politics is interesting...maybe ill become representative......siikkkkeee

	2004.08.31  08.46 just last night i experience my 1st nightmare. IT was to fucking creepy. Thinking gives me the chills down my back...thats how scary it was, So i was in a movie theatre....and theres a scene in a movie, where this girl shoots herself in the head...while her mom opens the door...BANG...the dead girls head turns around and looks at her, then all of a sudden...a loud demonted noise comes from everyone from the studio..just like hella agony and painful screams...and everyones head starts to to 360's.......wtf

	2004.08.30  00.44 im sad and depressed. dont know why, dont know how it came up. Whats missing? the more i think about it, the more i want it, but then i hate it at the same time. its hard to think of the person you want,and at the same time knowing its not going to happen, i shouldnt even be thinking about it, or writing in my stupid live journal about how i feel, i dont care. Whatever. I dont even have any ciggaretes to calm my nerves. I miss being with someone, even though people say i shouldn't have a gf..i dont care, its for my own pleasure. just once in my life, can i have something im after....it never works that way anymore. Never. but then, i still have school to worry about. IM graduating a semester early, so thats good news. i just need a job so i can keep my self busy. *sighhhh* filipino girls are gay

	2004.08.29  23.09 i am stupid bored, nuthing to do, and its hella hot...i want to leave but i have no where to go.............being bored makes me feel depressed, damn i wish i had mary rite now

	2004.08.27  20.22 so theres this girl throwin a party...and im guessin shes bi..and shes gona have all her bi girlfriends there. ALCOHOL, BI girls, and a whole lotta boners ima be poppin when i see em make out....i have this visual...2 girls making out...pull out my cock secretly...then missle my cock in there lil kissin session...oh yea..while pouring..hennesy all over them...yaarramean? i wish i had a camera though..

	2004.08.27  09.35 so i was reading my past entries from where i first started....and damn, i went through some funny shit, ESPECIALLY with the girls mann, oh yeah, i deleted everyone cept lui and judzon....hahaha, kinda funny but i like to keep the friend level minumum, but be free to add me, make sure i know you, yARAAMEAN? i need a job, i need to make money, anybody know somebody that knows somebody with job openings? holler k? my deal with the filipino girl is over, i seen her at the fair with her boyfriend....and i had that feelin she was gona be there, bleh, it was ment to be i guess...moooooovin on...this girl from the bay is stuck on me, but then again i can understand where shes coming from, i usually get attached to people i really dont know...iuno, maybe its a sexual attraction thang....but to bad im not on her as much as i want to be on her. maybe i have to grow on it this time, give it a chance....EVEN THOUGH SHE LIVES IN THE BAY.....patoowee, im so hungee but to lazy to cook... see u later pussy farts...*fffffffffffffffft*

	2004.07.29  19.37 one last cry how i feel for this girl, you know? its funny...theres this awlays special girl you care about. and if u like them so much, your whole game changes. in a way, you can say i can get hella soft, and not be aggresive in any way, but the fact i dont show my feelings towards them is sumthing i should stop doing. IM always scared, getting rejected yes, but im a scorpio, wats a scorpio like? for the good things, there trustworthy in a relationship, the girl wont ever feel like there bein taken for granted, and there would be not a day ide make a girl cry. the bad things about being a scorpio, are always wanting attention from that special girl, i tend to get hurt over little things. nuff sed cus man, its been 2 years since ive actually had a gf....im rushing into one...while she jus got outa one. what to do....so many girls on the bence....and shes my number 1..hela gay...HAHAHAHAAHAHHAAHAH i need a ciggarete

	2004.06.10  13.40 yo..theres a festival in frisko..so if anyone wants to go...so far me lyle randy gilbert glenn brian dwayne and other people are going...we goin crabbin to....hit me up

	2004.06.09  20.37 been awhile its been awhile since i wrote in my journal, alot has happened since, and rite now, i just got done playin ball with the south sac cats...been ballin alot..getting back into the baller spirit. and damn...i got blisters on my feet. so like this morning, i took my first shit of the day...and damn..my shit was black. i didnt even eat anything black. except for a1 sauce n shit. my toilet was the black whole n shit. so a couple a nights ago i went to a grad/FAMILY party. and this drunk was throwin herself at me....i was like..dAMNN..i wanna get drunk to...she wanted to see my van...i was gona bring her to the van and pull a bangbus type thang...but nah..to fucked up. shes drunk..im sober...she dont kno wat shes doing..and im here tryna take advantage...so i sed fuk it..and walked her to the park, and talked instead. if i had some alcohol then maybe...haha..u know my ass wouldnt hesitate. so boring rite now, 8:47 pm and damn im tired..and i dont got a car :( but bleh, ima go find something to do...this raps it up ////im out Mood: tired Music: roots-what they do

	2004.03.05  05.25 work beaaacth http://i.myspace.com/94/55/415549/5172685_l.jpg

	2004.03.05  05.17 describin this high i sit here and think, i can i hear the mexican music next door..people talking in the backround..mouth dry...my herat rate rising..short breath taking..everything slows down....fast fowards....hurts the chinky red eyes.."back to life music playing...the sound of traffic...how stuck u gettttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttt.......hahah get it?? haha...no....img gona play some gunbound.....

	2004.02.29  05.06 im hella high rite now listening to tamia

	2004.02.20  15.44 BANG BANG BANG All i want, bang bang bang. i dont want to know your name all i want, bang bang bang. i dont want to meet your mom all i want, bang bang bang. i dont want to talk to you all i want, bang bang bang arite so me an erickson are finaly gona meet this turntable chick...shes the only girl i know that skratches...collects trasnformers...and plays the piano..hahaha and shes mighty fresh and shes a slave to the underground world of hiphop...cool so far..but watch..when i meet her in person..watch her have like a hairy back or sumthin....or like a big ass mole on her tongue...HAHAHAHAHA crazy shit..so yea me an erickson are gona come get her..i cant belive she trusts...i guess that we skratch..shes down to kick it i guess..but how does she know where not some pussy wanting smashers? we can like pick her up..go to some alley..drug her an do our thing...but shit at least shes lucky where not like that..haha..arite so ima get ready for the show...an after the show hopefully ardees kick bak....hope u guys make it to the show

	2004.02.18  03.26 beeatch gunbound has sucked me in...im addicted tot that piece of shit, play till like 4, oh well...people go to the hiphop show at the joze rizal center feb 20th 7 oclock 5 doller presale 7 dollers students and youth 10 dollers adults

	2004.02.14  04.13 damn wat a nite..ardees house is the place ta chill..

	2004.02.13  16.14 damnnnn finallly....i hAVE FREEEDDOMMM!!!!

	2004.02.13  09.00 today....is the day.....I SHIT ON YOUR WALL hello everyone...how gay, i just woke up, and its to mutha fuckin early for me to be awake at this time...9:02..come on...any homeschool student would be devistated to find out that i woke up at 9:02...watever... erickson jus asked me if i wanted to go to vegas with him k never mind hes not goin..lying fuck wat to do today... things to do.....GET MY FUCKING LISENCE....dj nights, ardees, WATS CRAKIN FELLAZ..?!? hit me up thoough

	2004.02.12  00.18 i want some ass damn i want some ass rite now

	2004.02.11  14.44 my dream was kinda wierd...all i remember was..i was in a hospital..then hella zombies just started takin over....i just saw hella people out the door getting eaten...then i was like fuck this...i grabbed my keys...jumped out of the window..and made my way to the parking lot...then i see some black female...i was like.."hey do u need a ride? then she turned around wit no eyes and a chunk of her face was eaten..i was like...AHHHHHHH...then for some reason..in my dreams i have problems running...like the car was 10 feet away..but it tooke me like 3 minutes to get there..and the zombie was like..20 feet away..but when i get in...i couldnt start the car!!!! so the zombie..tried to open my door..but everytime i closed and lock it..the bitch would still open it..so then i ran out..and i found some hot police chick in a car telling me to get in...then we posted in some desserted area that looked safe...so i told her "this might be my last day...can i have sex with u b4 i die?" then she gave me the *i wanna fuck look* but the fuckin zombies came...so i grabbed a link chain an a macheti...*3 zombies*so when the zombie got near me...i popped that bitch with the link chain..and the muther fucker sed,,"OOOOWW i just need some food man..." and we where like..wait yall talk...so they wernt zombies they where actually bums...after that..me and the hot chick went to my family party...as we came in.. i saw some of my cusins holding guns to the door...HAHAHAHA...then my lola straight up asks me to go visit my lolos grave..then i woke up with a bloody nose

	2004.02.11  14.14 MABUTI TUBIG...translation.."GOOD WATER" so damn the 16 player halo was dope...cept i didnt know jacobs friends where the fewls i used to blaze wit at natomas...i thought they where like mid 20 nerds who had halo tuesdays...and the guy that held it...thats the guy i always see with his "filipino gf" when i went to natomas...24 7 man...when me and ivan walked in...he had the nerve to say..."kamusta ka"...i shoulda sed..."im spanish bitch.."ahahaha but bleh..hes a kool guy..cept his gf kept calling in between the halo tournaments...then a halo break...then we blazed...it was a good blazed...like its been a coupple muther fuckin months sinced ive toked..but man..i was chill as fuck...then i was just getting tripple kills after that..good shit though..cept im never gona play 16 player capture the flag..that shit is impossibleits like..get the over shield..get the camoflouge..sneak past 5 people...then once u get the flag..and start walking out..ther gona be like..." wat the...OH SHIT..ATTTACKK!!!" then u haveta hope u have back up waiting outside...that shit is intense other than that...i hope erickson gets with that fat titty turntablism chik..shes pretty koo...an the mushroom empire even is closed on the 20th...so that leaves me to go to that pyc shit and kik it wit krystal...or go to some boat party wit eljay...but WATEVVVS...wats craking this weekend guys..